Oh So Long Time Already. . .

Well it's been awhile since I've post an entry... Been busy and got nothing special to post about... hehehehe... 

So I've been working on a sewing project that involves using my mother's old manual sewing machine. The first project doesn't turned out as I would have imagine it to be as I just alter it's leg width and length a little bit to look like the pants that I saw in a magazine spread. . . silly of me to think that I can pull it off... Then I wear it for a test to my cousins house where it kinda attracted a pair of eyes to my lower back (maybe it was only my imagination), cause I swear there's this cute young boy (yes, I look at cute boys) was eyeing me. ..

And yesterday, I found my old secondary school pants, the green one in case you forget, and I done the same as the first one but it is still on the machine as I am busy doing other things.

With the holiday coming, thinking on what to buy this coming christmas or thinking of recycling some old clothes to be transformed to slightly new outfits or what not. . . Then there's my final exam that will be on the 2nd of January. . . ADOOOIIIIIIIIII. .. How la like this?. . . Got thing I've brought home my notes or I'll have to go back to my hostel.. . 

Nowaday also I've continue playing my sims which I save my sims and delete the current town and create another town with a new and improved sim and computer speed. . . Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. . . Now I'm searching and downloading more sims stuff to cater to my sims addiction. . . 

So TTFN. . . 

trying new things. . .

there were two new things that i've done today. . .
1st. Altering an old pants of mine which i had from i was in primary school (10 years ago, WOW!). Because it is still in a good condition, i went straight to the trusty sewing machine machine (the ones that the grams use in the old days sewing machine) and alter it to a shorter version of it's old self(?). . . And it turned out pretty well done for an amateur like me. . . XD.
2nd. wearing a snug fit boxer. .. oooooohh,so nasty~. . . and my little one get excited with the feeling of the snuggy(?) boxer... feels like wearing a tight short pants that shows off the junk in the trunk. . . 

weeeeeeeeeeee. . . 

Soon at the end of this year, another chapter of my life as a student will end. And thoughts of wanting to continue to degree or work first keeps bugging me. . . But there is one thing that is keeping me from discussing the matter with my parents, that is FEAR. Fear of not getting their full approval. Fear off not getting me pointer up to the acceptance entry. FEAR. . .  

Also there's a lot of other thoughts being playing around my head. . . This is really stressing me out. . . 

AAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!

pHEW! With that thought aside, now gotta concentrate in preparing well in the coming presentation and final exam. . . The rest is in HIS hands to where my future's heading. . .

Oh Big Guys. . .

Lately I've been eyeing on guys that are bigger than my usual spectrum(?) of choice. . . It all started when I was taking care of my grandfather when he was admitted to a care facility for 60 years and above of age. There I was taking care my grands with a cousin of mine whos body is kinda mix with muscle and fat and beer belly combined with a attractive face. Then at one time he was like loosening the zipper of his armless shirt and flexing his arm which kinda makes my little one a little excited. With that, all of this ridiculous thoughts start to flood my head and all. It was planned that I will be sleeping there with him, when he comes back from his home wearing a super tight shirt that really accentuates his built body, which makes me think many dirty things and decided to follow my parents back to not make all my thoughts came true. . . Very hard not to keep staring at him, damn it. . . I keep on reminding myself to get a grip and he's a cousin and his family and shit. . .

Since then, whenever I see guys that have the same body type like that I would steal a stare at them form top to bottom (provided that he has a nice looking face lah). . . Would be wonderful to be cuddled in those big arms. . . oooh sooo nasty. . .

Oh My Guy ( in a pink shirt). . .

So here I am sitting in the cafe surfing innocently (kononnya la. . .) on the net when a guy in a pink shirt came in to online. Look-wise not bad, cute. . . then he sits the table in front of me, where his back is facing me and I noticed something that should be covered by an underwear, his ass, well...part of it. Cause his shirt is not that long to cover the back when he sit down. So I stole a little look now and then at the guy's back wondering if he wear any undies or not. . . It really add a little fun to my day as is was dull, thanks for the rain la. . . and the slow connection line. . .

If only. . . T^T. . . 

Oh So Worrying. . .

Today is the second time that I have a strange sudden fast heart beat. . . All of the sudden I my heart starts to beat fast and start to sweat. . . OMG,OMG,OMG. . .  What's happenin' to me. .  . The first was two weeks ago but for a different reason ;). . . 

As for today, it just happens suddenly for no reason that I could think of. . . How l like this???? . . . Hopefully nothin serious. . .

The Things that I Read, Listen and Watch. . .

Now I'm enjoying the fun of reading again as I bought two new teen novel by the same author. The first one is Mortal Instrument Book One: City of Bones Book One that a bought on the 9th October and the prequel to it The Infernal Devices Book One: Clockwork Angel which I bought it yesterday. Both of them by Cassandra Clare. The first one I've almost finish reading it so make sense gotta buy the second book, was gonna yesterday but didn't get the chance to as the shop that I bought the first book is closed at public holiday. So I bought the prequel instead which cost the same as the first one RM 35.90. At first I bought the book just because the book will be turned to movie with the same title. I was curious about the story and as I read it slowly, I found the story is good and fun, so no wonder there will be a movie about it. I enjoy reading the book as I could just imagine the characters is played by some celebs that kinda its the description by the book and make my imagination run as wild as I like it. Now I have to finish the prequel book first before I could buy the second book of the Mortal Instrument Series. . .

The story centers a girl who has the ability to see the magical side of the New York City, where there's demon, vampires, werewolves and other supernatural creatures that normal people can't see. . .

As to listening and watching, I've just finished downloading the korean drama that was in my previous post, and finished watching it. I've also downloaded the OST of the drama. . . 

And that's about it. . .XD. .  .